Something has been taken
from deep inside of me.
A secret I’ve kept locked away
no one can ever see.
Wounds so deep they never show
they never go away.
Like moving pictures in my head
for years and years they’ve played.
If I could change, I would.
Take back the pain, I would.
Retrace every wrong move that I made, I would.
If I could stand up and take the blame, I would.
If I could take all the shame to the grave, I would.
It’s easier to run-
replacing this pain with something numb.
It’s so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone.
Sometimes I remember the darkness of the past
bringing back these memories I wish I didn’t have.
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back,
and never moving forward so there’d never be a past.
Just washing it aside
all of the helplessness inside
pretending I don’t feel misplaced
is so much simpler than change.
It’s easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb.
It’s so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone.
It’s easier to run…
—Lyrics from Linkin Park—